And making her feel like a clown
by telling her
she is not worth the appreciation
She is insane
Her efforts are going into vain
that she is not enough
That she can’t do this and that
She chooses to stay mum
not beacause she doesn’t have a voice to oppose
to confront and look into the eyes
and say who are you to tell me
what should I want
what should I do
What I can’t and what can I do
why can’t you just keep quite
If you have nothing good to say .
if words of encouragement and appreciation
are that hard to escape
from your mouth
critisicim is so naturally
making me feel that I am not good enough
and giving that expression what have you done
Just to satisfy your insecurities
To get that peace ,
you get from pulling me down
To make yourself believe that there is someone who is not as good as you are
But let me tell you one thing
I am not here to compete
then why are you making me feel like a fool for my efforts
really?? does that make me a fool ??
Trying again and again
Without thinking about the consequence??
But she burried all those questions
she chooses to reply with her actions
You know what she believes in??
She believes in sitting down and helping someone to get on their feet ,even if she can’t walk properly .
She believes that someone
improves better and by double pace when you encourage them even for their not so perfect and polished work
When you help them to believe that they are doing their best and that things only get better with time.
She believes that for herself too
To pick herself up
To brush that dirt off
And try again
until she succeed
To tell herself that she is going to get better at whatever she chooses to do
she will keep doing it no matter how tough it turns out to be ,its going to get better only.